i write sins not tragedies

2007-06-23T04:05:00.000-07:00

this update wont matter cos no one reads this anymore.so in some sense i guess it's ok if i spill.

oh wellls.living as a bummer was fun initially,but not it's just getting to me.i'm bored and broke.

life's....crazy

there's a lot of things going on and i never seem to settle them.i dont think before i act.i am spontaneous and confused and uncertain and..

empty?

i dont know.i just dont like this feeling.i dont know how to describe it but i just dont think i'm very happy now.and its like whatver decision i make i'd be affected..oh goshh dumb fuckk.

so much for blogging and pouring it out.i figure i dont really want people to know what's going on cos they're gonna judge and talk and all that jazzzzzz.

so lets keep this shit low key.

2006-10-07T08:27:00.000-07:00

ok like hello.this is random since i seldom update now.so sorry peeps.i'm online all the time,just tt most of you all dont see me cos i'm on appear offline.i dunno why i'm like distancing myself from everything and everyone.

which is ironic.considering how lonely i feel in smu.
its like i dont think i have someone here i can actually call my friend.no person to act dumb ard or to shop or watch movies and stuff.sometimes i wish i had just stick to my initial decision of gg to nus so tt i can be ard pple i know,stay on campus and enjoy climbing there(trust me i dont enjoy the club over in smu)

its depressing to be so alone.
and its even more depressing when you havent seen or talked to someone you care abt for one week and end up meeting him for dinner today.tts it.dinner,den we went to the mosque to pray and he left to meet the guys.

i'm just feeling very sad tt there's no one i can really turn to when i'm feeling down ):

2006-09-18T00:52:00.000-07:00

ok i am sorry there are cobwebs.i am just too tired ok?
haiz.piano exam tmw.have i practiced today like how i promised myself i would given how fucking bad i am doing in piano now?NO.
i fell asleep.it was intended to be a 5 min nap tt stretched on to an hr!
i usually never nap la people.dont believe me ur prob.i usually cant fall asleep in the afternoon unless i'm tired or smthing.
i didnt even have sch today so why am i so tired?
maybe its cos i'm fasting(still havent finish paying up frm last puasa.boo)
oh well.its almost 4.gonna play till 6,watch simpsons,cook a bit for buka den play a bit more and entertain myself with comedies thruout the night.

i dont fucking care if i fail cos i know i will.

urghhh.

2006-08-13T08:03:00.000-07:00

i have never gotten into an argument with any of my girlfriends.
cos we probably adore each other so much we dont actually have any reason to argue.
but today its different.
i am like so angry i tell you.
i know i cancelled on you once before.i am sorry.
this time i wasnt cancelling.i was asking you to meet me earlier.
besides,sch is starting for me and ur gg away soon.
but you choose to send me a msg tts like so cold and heartless.
and i had to defend myself and tell you back tt i thought you were wrong.
now its an argument blown out of proportion.
and knowing us,i doubt we'd actually forgive each other cos we're both hard headed.
fuck ok.
my day was great up till now.

2006-07-31T18:30:00.000-07:00

hello world.camps are over.
a lot to say,but too lazy to do it all.if i meet you up,i'd tell you what happened!

so anymore to more NOT SO OLD news,i PASSED DRIVING YEST!like omg wohoo la!got 6 points on my 2nd attempt.4 points for veering off course and 2 points for not signalling in good time.compare tt to my 1st attempt of 30 points and an immediate failure!(woops!)

just msged candee.getting my pay for the interphex exhibition either tmw or wed! (like finally la the fucking thing is like one month overdue)

i wont be able to drive this weekend yet cos my dad wants me to get used to the car and blablabla before he'd let me take it.but oh well there's enuf to keep me happy during the weekend.there's the climbing world cup at expo on sat and sun,and overdrive(read wade robson is there!) on sun at the esplanade.so i shall drop by den!

haha ok i shant be horrid.here are camp pics (:

this one is from the smux camp on mon-wed.we stayed at west coast park and changi beach.activities we did include trekking,night cycling,kayaking,diving and many random stupid games in between

here's from the asoc (accounting society.stop laughing) camp.the only time we got tired was cos we all stayed up to do stupid things in the middle of the night!

too bad i missed this.was away for driving lesson when they had to do this!

that's all loves.will update wen i'm not so sleepy.gg cycling den coming back to play the pianoo!

2006-07-21T08:23:00.000-07:00

i feel damn,damn bad now.
i got into this depressing argument with faisal just now,so wen i got home,all my parents did was to ask me where did i go to,and i yelled at them cos i was very moody.

before i went to bathe,my mom told me off and said tt i shouldnt be rude.

before she went to sleep,she came into my rm and said tt my dad(who was already sleeping) was very hurt by wad i said and tt i shd apologise in the morning.

i suck as a daughter ok.i should be thankful tt my parents,esp my dad,are so nice to me.i just found out from my bro just now tt he has the intentions of getting me a brand new car if i pass driving.all i asked for was a 2nd hand car to drive to sch or wad,but he wants to get me a new one.

why am i being like this?i shouldnt take out my problems on my parents cos of some jackass.

i think i'll just switch off the tv,lappie and lights now and cry in the dark.at least my brother wont ask me why i'm crying wen he comes home later

:(

2006-07-20T20:55:00.000-07:00

this is not pms.this is me feeling very depressed/angry/frustrated/sad right now.

we planned to go out today after i end my tuition class.
now,he's gg to the rock concert at tj..with the boys i'd rather not mention,and he goes like "oh after ur tution u can come and pass me the vitamins you got for me"( i had to order creatine tablets for him from the supplement warehouse.)

fuck ok.

i just wanted to fucking spend time with him alone.HELLLO.i havent seen you in 3 weeks la.

i was so used to seeing you every single day wen we were in sch

now i gotta get used to seeing you once every three weeks?!

i'm too impatient to handle situations like this.i've got a bad feeling tt if this ends,its cos of me being impatient

fuck la ok.now i got no mood to drive,teach tuition which is omg forever changing the fucking time la.one min this date next min OMG I GOT SOMETHING ON CAN CHANGE.

at times like these i wish i had the opportunity to study overseas and to leave all this bullcrap behind.

2006-07-20T07:50:00.000-07:00

my night just has to go down the drain.i dont get him.he is soo fucking free in camp.they end their activities at 6pm.why cant he call me earlier?why MUST he call 5 mins before lights out and only end up falling asleep during the conversation?its not like this is the first time.every single night its like this.wad's better is tt i didnt talk to him yest cos i was working late and woohoo its out 28th month anniversary today but its not like its any big deal to him.

wen he calls and finally opens his mouth to talk,all he says is "must we go out on friday?"

fuck you la ok.i havent seen you in 3 fucking weeks,i put up with your nonsense of playing hp games and hanging out with the guys at camp rather den to spend some of ur fucking time talking to me and oh maybe finding out how my life has been?!

suddenly,after 20 days,i dont feel excited abt tmw coming.

i think i'd be ok if i didnt have to see him anymore.

so fucking used to being alone again tt all this shit doesnt matter.

now tts why i'm gonna make sure i have fun at camp next week.

2006-07-15T09:06:00.000-07:00

i had fun today.i thought i'd be like kinda down with my piano exam coming and my progress sucks.and driving is soon and i'm so out of touch with it.and faisal's confined,and considering tt he stayed at home last weekend cos he was super sick,i havent seen him for 2 weeks..and counting.but today was good.

went baybeats.vid came late so i watched a vacant affair myself.faisal said they're a mat band but they arent!english punkish chinese boys la.but boy oh boy they were good (:

had nice dessert and overpriced milkshake at a victorian looking cafe at esplanade.god never gg there again la so mahal!but once a while i guess!

i finally got down to getting out of my comfort zone and trying out smthing new!went to marrakesh at clarke quay for sheesha.vid had a drink and i settled for a shirley temple.good stuff (: and sheesha was good too!i tell you i love the deco there ok.i'm gonna go there more often now cos its just so bloody comfy.wanted to drop by coriander leaf to say hello to khai since she;s working today but considering tt i looked super casual and its a restaurant,i decided not to embarrass myself.

got a scare last night.i thought i lost my ic,for 10 mins,until i searched my wallet properly and saw tt it was behind one of my cards.

i have 3 dbs cards linked to one account.which is dumb considering tt i hardly have money in there.i am gonna leave 2 at hm.but i love my blue go! card and the orange debit card and the capitaland one too!haha

gonna flip thru the cleo i bought just now after tutiton after this.den gg to sleep.

piano at 1030 tmw.

shopping with mom after tt.

oh just chatted with fahimah.she kinda made me feel better abt gg to smu tho i didnt even mention to her tt sometimes i feel tt pple think i'm gg to a dumpster uni.sniff.i'll make the best out of my campus life there.hell,its so close to clarke quay i'd prob have fun there,so long as its before the curfew thank you (:

i hope my parents wont be so strict wen i go uni.i'd like more freedom,and with faisal ard i'm sure he'll make sure i wont expolit it.

cant wait to see him next week!he better not be sick again!

ok eyes are tired after all tt smoke from the sheesha.

(:

goodnight!

p.s. i wonder who actually bothers to read this sia.haha.

2006-07-14T00:08:00.000-07:00

so i've been so busy and tired.and by the looks of it i will continue to be busy until school starts.first thing's first,i'm only blogging cos instead of napping,i am attempting to wake myself up so tt i can sit infront of the piano for 3 solid hours and prac.i am gonna fail my exam next week its inevitable.dammit.

ok so i went to smu yesterday.sad sia i went alone!but it was ok.i am soo happy tt my photo for the smu card came out nice la!the senior was cool.he said i could take another one if i'm not happy with mine since its gonna be on my ezlink too and its for 4 years!but it was ok la 'cept tt my head was senget a bit.haha.but i smiled (:

signed up for accounting camp and xtremist camp(no not terrorist extremist.xtreme sports la!) i wanted to go for the sports camp cos competitive climbing falls under there BUT MY FRINGING PIANO EXAM HASS TO BE ON next fri doesnt it.the camp is thu-sat.and obviously thu i'm gonna sit at hm and practice cos i need it.signed up for the other compulsory camp and all too.oh and i chose to take my stats waiver test so tt i can get exemption from intro stats if i pass(its mcq la dey) but the topics are SCARY.all the yr 2 stats topics sia.gotta mug.

den 2 seniors asked me to join the pagent and come down on sat for an audition blablabla.they were so persuasive i tell you i didnt wanna join but they were like coaxing me.its onlyf or 5 mins on sat so what the heck.i am ugly you blind bats.wake up!

so today i woke up at 10 n left the hse at 11 to go to the bank at parkway to deposit money and to collect my student card from smu.and now i'm back hm.and feeling very tired(fyi i worked from 6.30-12.30 night on both wed and thu at the cafe,thus explaining why i'm feeling so tired now)

2 weeks from now are all my camps and i will have to either leave in between them for a while or come late cos of driving.driving test 3 weeks time.stats test 4 weeks time.gosh.

seems like my 8 month long hiatus from mugging is over.

tuition tmw morning at 1130.

vid's hse in the afternoon to see her stuffs

baybeats in the evening

and a whole lotta sleep for me at night.

2006-07-09T20:06:00.000-07:00

hello.
italy win to france in penalty shootout.
zidane lost his temper den got drama.
worth the staying up.

den i had to check my phone ard 10 plus in the morning.
faisal rants abt how he's confined this weekend.
BAYBEATS HOW DEY!
and i didnt spend time with him last weekend cos he was sick.so no seeing him this weekend
i've gotta wait till 2 weeks time.

oh god.

ns is such a pain in the ass.

2006-07-08T22:57:00.000-07:00

hello.
i am having cramps.
piano exam is in 12 days and i can hardly play.this is a confirm fail,again.like screw it man.
i gave up working today(the crowd's much nicer on wed,thu and sundays at the cafe) in vain attempts to spend more time with faisal,but he's sick so doubt tt's gonna happen.
i just ate an american cheesecake from mc cafe and i want another one.
i feel like sleeping but i need to practice the piano.
i need to change work time on wed cos i'm gg down to smu for matriculation ALONE.thank you i know no body gg there.

this is an extremely messy post.
goodbye.

2006-07-08T08:43:00.000-07:00

woah.i am veryveryvery exhausted today.

worked like a dog on friday night.the crowd was mad and crazy la ok.my feet still hurt from walking back and forth with a tray filled with overpriced food.alas,did till closing,slept at 230am in vain attempts of waiting for my hair to dry,which didnt work cos i feel asleep before tt.

woke up at fucking 9am cos i had to pass the torani syrups i ordered to some spree-ers.at least they had the decency to come here ok?but i was piss ass moody cos i hardly slept.

tuition kept postponing.and i totally thought my dad or bro could send me to the other side of the world(read punggol) but NO.the car was at the mechanic so i had to take the fucking train.damn long la the ride.pls remind me to take a bus from pasir ris cos supposedly its much shorter.just a highway exit away.

so after a whole heated exchange/aargument what have you,met up with prap and aqil.
nice time out,but not so nice wen i didnt have time to drop by faisal's place to give him an oreo cheesecake he has been asking for since the afternoon.the poor boy was sick so he spent his whole day at hm.ayoh i tell you i felt so bad,but i guess things are ok now.apologised profusely cos i realised he was very bored at hm and no one was giving him attention.awww!

hope he feels better so i can see him tmw.fuck la i wanna stay out and watch the world cup outside with plenty of people ok?yeah like tts gonna happen *snigger*

oh well.sheesha was good while it lasted today

wanna go sleep.piano tmw.torturing my limbs day by day i tell you.

ciaooo!

2006-07-03T09:31:00.000-07:00

hey.very backdated blog i know.sorry pple been busy.
kinda angry earlier on in the evening today.cos i went down to raffles hospital for my checkup and had to come across a fucking attitude problem receptionist who told me so nonchantantly tt its always full like i'm supposed to know tt peak hr is 4 plus in the afternoon for my checkup and she told me to come back in the morning another day if i didnt wanna wait.well i could have if I DIDNT HAVE TO MEET A FUCKING IRRESPONSIBLE BUYER FROM SGSELLTRADE.

fuck la.she confirmed a deal to buy a pair of levis from me 2 weeks ago.said she could only pay me in 2 weeks time which was last week.den finally did a meet up today.i fucking washed the jeans,put it and only it in the huge dryer meant for a washing machine load of clothes cos it wasnt dry by the time i wanted to leave and FUCKING IRONED IT FOR HER OK.den like fuck la.i met her up,she tried it den suddenly said oh it cant fit.she didnt even tell me in my face she smsed me after she tried it.so she came back to return the item.kaninacheebyyee la bitch.i went thru all the trouble after you confirmed the deal with you den now you tell me u dont wanna get it?bitch.was so angry abt tt.wrote her a long hate mail wen i got hm just now.i feel like leaving her a negative feedback COS SHE FUCKING DESERVES IT OK.fuck

ok den after tt was good.met up with khairiyah and went to almajlis to sheesha.havent really sat down and spoken to her since like fucking sec 4 so ya,was good catching up la!we just talked and talked and talked.shd meet up with her more often esp since she isnt feeling very ok right now.

oh well.i shd slp early.meeting faisal after his riding test tmw to send him back to mangkok camp.den meeting si suan for lunch.den gotta be hm by evening cos its my dad's bday!and i wanna try and go for my fucking check up too la.see how it goes den.

good night world.

i am hungry but trying to ignore my rumbling and grumbling tummy.

p.s. prapp!i think ur slping now.so u go tido u student.shall bother u during lectures and tutorials with my nonsense tmw morning.

ciao!

2006-06-29T07:26:00.000-07:00

ok work has ended finally.quite sick of typing cos i've been doing it non stop for 3 days.fuck my hands hurt.will be a short entry.i hope
haha

ok so total letdown was to find out tt we wont be paid today.will only be paid like 1 fucking month away la!i used up alll my money sia cos i was so confident of getting paid today.dammit!

met 2 spree-ers today.quite pissed with one of them.cos i dont have their numbers you see and i fucking waited for 20 mins and she wasnt there.i was really cranky and hungry and i wanted to go hm to take out my contacts immediately cos the aircon was making my eyes dry but she had to come so late.and its not like she apologised for being late.fuck la.

like i said,i wont be blogging much since piano exams coming.gotta spend all my time playing the piano sia.i dont wanna fail again :(

prap's coming over tmw.baking(haha act no need to put in oven one la) peach cheesecake and tiramisu! <3

faisal's got duty on sat.how fucked up is tt since i was already gonna book tix for us to watch superman.and fri i will only meet him momentarily before he runs into the caring (and hairy) arms of his male counterparts to watch soccer together(and alas dump me at the 31 bus stop in the middle of the night)

gonna drag him for the kawaii cat show at eunos cc on sunday.its so near his place la.if he doesnt go i will kill him

oh ya,i got 2 kids i'm teaching for tuition now.PUNGGOL SIAA.wtf is tt.haha gotta go to www.streetdirectory.com later to check.tentatively its train to outram,change to nel to the end of the line aka punggol,lrt to her hse.like sooo far sia.but its jc yr 1 math.and i <3 math ok?so kill me.haha.but fuck
i cant remember any jack shit!
need to go read up my notes before i meet her la

ok toodles.i wanna make bracelets!(yes!i'm starting to make my own jewellery!if its nice den i will post up pics ok?the mom keeps taking MY cam for HER flower arrangement classes.HRMPH)

goodnight world.

2006-06-28T08:37:00.000-07:00

i.am.very.tired.
i have a lot to complain but i am just too tired to rant.and i have sworn to myself to use any and every spare time i have for the piano so long as its before 10pm cos den i'd be disrupting people.23 days to piano exam and fuck i can barely play.

i'm so screwed.

2006-06-24T23:59:00.000-07:00

booyah.depressed right now.
today's plans were supposed to be:
1.learn how to make baklava from salleh at the kebab station over at east coast with faisal at 10 in the morn
2.he'll send me for piano lesson
3.i go hm,he goes for aadil's open hse with taha
4.meet him after the open hse for a MOVIE

now that he's tired(oh wow havent i heard that excuse like 14789209834 times before),this is today's plan:
1.accompany him to tamp so tt he can hang out with mir after returning me my ipod and dump me at the 31 bus stop to find my own way home.

so pissed.i hate it when plans dont go as planned,in general.i just get sooo frustrated and angry i tell you.

and the worst thing is i just ate grass jelly with atap chee and nata de coco.and cos its so fibery my teeth feel funny now.

fuck.so pissed.even faisal tells me he's so free in camp but he doesnt even call or wad more REPLY my messages ok.

screw it.many things to look forward to tmw.

1.breifing for my 3 day job at suntec convention level 4,11am
2.go down to acneilsen to collect my fast food questionnaire thingamagig.
3.go down to amore for a class den gym afterwards?think i shd.i've been gaining weight.

meeting khairiyah some time next week.that woman will onlllly msg me on like friday and sat nights and go like
'hey miss! (: any plans for tonight?'
mind you,her plans revolve ardound clubbing.haha oh come on its not like i can go often ok.

ok i need to pee.and play the piano cos my teacher's telling me tt if i withdraw now there's no point cos i wont get the cash back.dammit.

goodbye.

2006-06-24T02:33:00.000-07:00

faisal sucks.i havent seen him in one whole week and barely talk to him and now he keeps pushing back the time cos he's playing dota la den wanna watch tv den wanna sleep or wad.i am soooo angry cos i wanna meet him NOW.i am soo bored at home.I AM SO PISSED WITH THE PIANO.

i cant fucking play properly.and i feel very tired just sitting in front of the piano and playing and getting demoralised tt i have a lot to prac before my exam.i just wanna fucking withdraw la.screw this.i dont see why ms chua cant just make my exam in sept rather den july.like hello she knows i cannot perfect my pieces by july la.i havent even practiced with the f-ing metronome.

ahh,goodbye

2006-06-23T20:52:00.000-07:00

hello!postdated from yesterday's so called town club outing.which didnt happen for a long story btw but ya,shall spare you those details.
so aqil,yazid and i bummed at tcc at lido and boy oh boy did we have a fun time talking about how anti social aqil is and how we could spice up his life.we did mind maps and spoke non stop on ways to improve his life.haha.pathetic are bored,we were.

den went down to sakura to have dinner.not hungry not hungry,me and yazid bellowed but wen the food came we were at it like piggies i tell you.had sambal kangkong too! <3

gonna meet faisal later in the evening since he's sleeping at hm.sooo happy the match is at 11pm tonight.finally can spend more time with him before being rushed la!

ok wanna go eat now.tata!

2006-06-22T21:21:00.000-07:00

haha hello.sue(my bro's gf) just told me on how her nephew told on her to the family.long story but its damn cute la.anyway it came up cos i told her abt how my mom bought her smthing over from kl for her.i wonder if my parents knew abt faisal whether they'd buy him stuff.i told him briefly abt it den he was like no la she's a girl easy to get her stuff.haha.they never got my sister's husband any presents la.so yeah,guess not.

aqil and yazid are bugging me to go raffles town club with them.but i dont wanna go if i've got no female company man.2 ~~guys~~gays and me=boring ler.

i shall see my mood.a bit malas to go.and i need to clean up the hse.my mom has been blaring at how she bought me lots of stuff at kl and i need to make it up by cleaning up.like ooookay

i've got work next week!at suntec for 3 days.dunno the scope yet.waiting for the breifing on mon.

wanna go wash the loo.

save my sorry cinderella ass.

2006-06-22T07:57:00.000-07:00

hello there!back from my holiday from langkawi and kl.so here's how it went

langkawi was initially like another kampong town at first sight..until i got to the hotel and realised tt it was the offshore islands which had a lot of life..scuba diving,snorkelling,parasaling..all at beautiful white sandy beaches.i saw the brochure and i so wanted to go la.problem was tt the weather forcast for the day after we arrived(we arrived on sun,stayed until mon night) was tt it'll rain so we didnt take our chances by booking for snorkelling beforehand.

so sunday we arrived kinda like 5 ish.dad rented a car so we didnt do much.ate dinner out den drove ard a bit.

monday came and boy oh boy,did it rain THE WHOLE DAY.didnt stop i tell you.totally wasted cos our chalet was facing the beach and we all had the intentions of lazing ard at the hammock and rolling ard in the sea and stuff.so langkawi was a wasted trip.

den came kl.ooooh momma tt was fun!

shopping shopping shopping i tell you
i got like 5 tops,1 jacket and 2 bottoms.haha
mango started their sale today,but we could reserve items yest at isetan at klcc,so i reserved myself some stuff and wohoo!collected it today before we left.i ate soo much there i tell you.super fat now la!
oh and to all the people who called me wen i was away and got a ringing tone,sorry i didnt pick up.i have roaming BUT answering calls would cost a bomb.i only used my phone to sms so heh sorry yaa!

too lazy to post up pics now.but i shall wen i'm not being such a pig.

faisal's booking out only on sat.havent spoken to him since last sun.and he already warned me just now wen i talked to him tt he's meeting me ard 5 on sat and leaving by 8 odd to watch soccer with the guys.

oh bummer.

laundry calls.hate it when the machine gets a queue for dirty laundry after coming hm from overseas.

ciao.

2006-06-17T00:38:00.000-07:00

harlo!ok quick post cos i gotta go bathe before going out with mr mangkok aka faisal.he looks sooo funny botak la.met him for like 5 mins before rushing off for work at the cafe last night.last night was good.the crowd was busy for only 2 hrs as compared to the usual opening to closing crowd we usually have.

omg.paris hilton's video for the song stars are blind is on mtv now.tt girl is an overacheiver man.and its not working.she cant fucking sing la.she;s just in the video kissing and hugging some hot guy la.wtf sia.she has the cash already wanna work so hard for wad.stupiiiiiiid video.

gg to langkawi tmw!i'm gonna make sure i try out sea sports there cos its cheap!scuba diving,kayaking and maybe water ski-ing?heh.

ok after this stupid vid i shall go bathe.

stupid videos are addictive ah.

her lack of vocal ability is nice to imitate and make fun of.

paris hilton.HAHA.huge joke of a woman

goodbye.

2006-06-15T19:19:00.000-07:00

hello hello people.waiting for prap to finish bathing den i'll take my bath.she slept over.haha 2nd time here,1st official one.at least in her mom's eyes.HAHA.so world,meet prap

had sheesha with prap and sofi just now.so fun i tell you.talktalktalk sheeshasheesha *coughs* den laughlaughlaugh.fun la they.

visited cherie at work just now.she was sooo pai seh i tell you.but in the end she took a pic for paparazzi me.

thought i could see angie too but she just left work den to watch a movie with her bf.oh well!

gg shopping with my mom today cos she took half day leave,meeting my mangkok briefly before i fly off to work at the cafe!hopefully there wont be many pple there.till tonight.

2006-06-14T18:51:00.000-07:00

a not so good morning to you all.i woke up with twice the headache i went to sleep with.dammn.feeling super lethargic la.summore its day 2 of my period and tada!yasmin forgot to stock up on pads so i only have one left.i'll buy it on my way out later.ok few things i need to do today:
1.PRACTICE THE FRINGING PIANO.dammit yasmin.you dont get ur act together u'll either withdraw or fail,AGAIN.
2.get my brows done at little india.get some flowers for muppet's grave while i'm there
3.maybe eat a nice south indian meal alone there?haha the food rocks la.i dont care if i'm alone
4.3.45 at amore park mall
5.5.45 at bugis to meet sofi first
6.the pig prap will come at 6.30 and we'll sheesha until she has to go off to her friend's place
note to self:bring mng top for prap later!

ok.so many things to do.no wonder my head hurts so much!
i hate how people comment to my thread on sgst tt they're interested in my item den they go MIA.its so fucking annoying i tell you.if u arent interested anymore just SAY it.dont have to go missing you know.right now i have a whole lot of pending buyers who all reply early INITIALLY,den wen it comes done to do you want it or not they're like sooo slow or they go lost
1.vs cami tunic
2.vs racerback
3.2 pairs of levi's
4.2 lipbalms
i hate vpost.its taking them so long to match my parcel to the order number.i want the items dey!well there's a lot of other items from the spreer-ers but here's my loot:
The Organic Bath Co. Daily Body Scrub, White Tea No. 22

Neutrogena Triple Moisture Deep Recovery Hair Mask

Neutrogena Triple Moisture Daily Deep Conditioner

Queen Helene Masque, Mint Julep

now do you figure why i'm so impatient for my items to arrive?grrrr!
ok,headache's back again.dammit i hate being a girl for a few days every month.
going back to sleep.waking up at say 11?to play the piano and stuff.
oh p.s. i realised the time displayed is wrong mann.and i want to have like those cute tags after my post where it goes like yasmin farted or wad.whoever knows how to play ard with the html code pls help me!i'm quite a bozo wen it comes to these things

2006-06-14T06:34:00.000-07:00

spain 2 ukraine one..and its only like 20 mins into the game.the spanish players are hot i tell you.HAWT.ok so i didnt practice the piano like how i planned to.TOMORROW ok.before i leave for
-threading
-facial at amore
-meet prap for movie,sheesha and send her ipod to the hospital (?)
ok wait.prap just nudged me on msn.she can go tmw.which means prap and vidhi are going to butter factory tmw.i doubt my parents will let me go on such short notice laaa.oh fuck.

i wanna go continue chatting with her and watching soccer.
oh,had a brief 2 min chat with faisal just now.he's bonding with his squad pple i think.shall bother him before lights out.

till tmw or wad.having a headache mann..

tata.

2006-06-14T01:06:00.000-07:00

ok hello people!yes,i finally decided to blog.but i bet i'd be too lazy once school starts to update it but heck.i'm so f-ing bored out of my mind now.oh well.
i was practising the piano wen i got pissed off tt i cant play properly.so i decided to procrastinate,yet again,and decided to do this instead.damn man.i really wish this shirt didnt go oos at threadless.com.its so perfect for me.

dammit.oh well.i'll just find someone who'll sell it off on sgst.

moving along.

i miss pissing faisal off in the afternoons wen he's playing dota and i'll call sooo much just to get him to go out.aww man.he just entered ns yest.MANGKOK!thank god he can book out this fri.confinement starts after the next batch comes in.he said he looks hot wen he's botak.cant wait to see ;)

oh btw,i just love this pic.FINALLY he smiles.

haha this one too.so adorable sia

as u all have noticed,neither of us have pictures of each other on our friendster for the sole reason cos he doesnt like it.he thinks all this pda is rubbish,and to a certain extent me too.i've been reading this blog of a senior from tj,shan't mention names now,but its so annoying how she STICKS to her bf like gluuuue!like every single pic he's there.every single entry is abt him.i think i just have a thing against her cos she ate at the cafe wen i was working there and tho she kinda knows me,she was being an arrogant fuck and didnt like smile or wad.so there i was on my knees serving her and the table filled with her friends.haha.sensitive i tell you.me tt is la. :P

just called yen to tell her i'll be coming to work later on friday.wanna see the botak boy first before i go to work.den saturday HE'S MINE.but i bet his gay friends are gonna want to see him again i tell you.growwwls.i get so bitchy wen it comes to getting him to spend time with me i tell you.maybe cos he's with the guys every single fucking day i tell you!
ish
so,i see a stack of unmarked essays on my table.i have no intentions of marking them man
but it'll be sooo super bastardy if i give shanti a stack of essays and say "nah,ur students u mark"

oh my.we'll see la
anyway,i'm still waiting for stupid vpost to update me abt the items i ordered from drugstore.com the other day.i dont want it to arrive wen i start working(if i even find a job) cos den it'll be difficult for me to distribute the items to the other spree-ers.and they send you stupid cb auto replies ah.dammit.

dont think i'm gg to butter factory tmw night for snow with vidhi and prap if she can go cos
1. faisal wouldnt like it
2.i'm broke
3.mommy took half day on fri to bring me out shopping and i'd feel guilty if i lied the night before
4.i just got my period today so tmw's gonna be super heavy and i dont wanna dance with a soaked pad filled with blood(haha sorry i had to make it sound disgusting!)

soo.shd be gg for sheesha and a movie with prap tmw i guess.al-majlis pls.amirah's sheesha is horrid.the hummus tasted like puke the other day!only loved the sofa and watching the uncensored love actually dvd with the girls.heh

ok the piano is calling.if i cant get my pieces in shape i've seriously gotta withdraw from the exam.i cannot fail my piano exam,again,for the 2nd time consecutively.

why aint i no mozart? :(

oh and btw.smu is so fucking slow.i have no idea wen the camps are and if i get a job before the camp dates come in,i am gonna get sooo fucking angry at them.hello.i gave up gg to nus and ntu for tt sch and they arent even responding half as fast as the other two unis are.and to think they have a tiny cohort.PFFFTH!

goodbye~