rantings of a couch potato
put together all the tiny bits and pieces.
yasmin
18
soon to be smu undergrad
loves to shop
sleep
cats
the simpsons
monday nights on starworld
channel five on monday after ten ONLY.haha
sheesa in rose with mint
cheesecakesss
yummy hot choc
bumming ard at home
faisal.weeeeeee! (:
Monday, July 31, 2006
hello world.camps are over.a lot to say,but too lazy to do it all.if i meet you up,i'd tell you what happened!so anymore to more NOT SO OLD news,i PASSED DRIVING YEST!like omg wohoo la!got 6 points on my 2nd attempt.4 points for veering off course and 2 points for not signalling in good time.compare tt to my 1st attempt of 30 points and an immediate failure!(woops!)just msged candee.getting my pay for the interphex exhibition either tmw or wed! (like finally la the fucking thing is like one month overdue)i wont be able to drive this weekend yet cos my dad wants me to get used to the car and blablabla before he'd let me take it.but oh well there's enuf to keep me happy during the weekend.there's the climbing world cup at expo on sat and sun,and overdrive(read wade robson is there!) on sun at the esplanade.so i shall drop by den!haha ok i shant be horrid.here are camp pics (:this one is from the smux camp on mon-wed.we stayed at west coast park and changi beach.activities we did include trekking,night cycling,kayaking,diving and many random stupid games in between here's from the asoc (accounting society.stop laughing) camp.the only time we got tired was cos we all stayed up to do stupid things in the middle of the night!too bad i missed this.was away for driving lesson when they had to do this!that's all loves.will update wen i'm not so sleepy.gg cycling den coming back to play the pianoo!
6:30 PM
Friday, July 21, 2006
i feel damn,damn bad now.i got into this depressing argument with faisal just now,so wen i got home,all my parents did was to ask me where did i go to,and i yelled at them cos i was very moody.before i went to bathe,my mom told me off and said tt i shouldnt be rude.before she went to sleep,she came into my rm and said tt my dad(who was already sleeping) was very hurt by wad i said and tt i shd apologise in the morning.i suck as a daughter ok.i should be thankful tt my parents,esp my dad,are so nice to me.i just found out from my bro just now tt he has the intentions of getting me a brand new car if i pass driving.all i asked for was a 2nd hand car to drive to sch or wad,but he wants to get me a new one.why am i being like this?i shouldnt take out my problems on my parents cos of some jackass.i think i'll just switch off the tv,lappie and lights now and cry in the dark.at least my brother wont ask me why i'm crying wen he comes home later :(
8:23 AM
Thursday, July 20, 2006
this is not pms.this is me feeling very depressed/angry/frustrated/sad right now.we planned to go out today after i end my tuition class.now,he's gg to the rock concert at tj..with the boys i'd rather not mention,and he goes like "oh after ur tution u can come and pass me the vitamins you got for me"( i had to order creatine tablets for him from the supplement warehouse.)fuck ok.i just wanted to fucking spend time with him alone.HELLLO.i havent seen you in 3 weeks la.i was so used to seeing you every single day wen we were in schnow i gotta get used to seeing you once every three weeks?!i'm too impatient to handle situations like this.i've got a bad feeling tt if this ends,its cos of me being impatientfuck la ok.now i got no mood to drive,teach tuition which is omg forever changing the fucking time la.one min this date next min OMG I GOT SOMETHING ON CAN CHANGE.at times like these i wish i had the opportunity to study overseas and to leave all this bullcrap behind.
8:55 PM
my night just has to go down the drain.i dont get him.he is soo fucking free in camp.they end their activities at 6pm.why cant he call me earlier?why MUST he call 5 mins before lights out and only end up falling asleep during the conversation?its not like this is the first time.every single night its like this.wad's better is tt i didnt talk to him yest cos i was working late and woohoo its out 28th month anniversary today but its not like its any big deal to him.wen he calls and finally opens his mouth to talk,all he says is "must we go out on friday?"fuck you la ok.i havent seen you in 3 fucking weeks,i put up with your nonsense of playing hp games and hanging out with the guys at camp rather den to spend some of ur fucking time talking to me and oh maybe finding out how my life has been?!suddenly,after 20 days,i dont feel excited abt tmw coming.i think i'd be ok if i didnt have to see him anymore.so fucking used to being alone again tt all this shit doesnt matter.now tts why i'm gonna make sure i have fun at camp next week.
7:50 AM
Saturday, July 15, 2006
i had fun today.i thought i'd be like kinda down with my piano exam coming and my progress sucks.and driving is soon and i'm so out of touch with it.and faisal's confined,and considering tt he stayed at home last weekend cos he was super sick,i havent seen him for 2 weeks..and counting.but today was good.went baybeats.vid came late so i watched a vacant affair myself.faisal said they're a mat band but they arent!english punkish chinese boys la.but boy oh boy they were good (:had nice dessert and overpriced milkshake at a victorian looking cafe at esplanade.god never gg there again la so mahal!but once a while i guess!i finally got down to getting out of my comfort zone and trying out smthing new!went to marrakesh at clarke quay for sheesha.vid had a drink and i settled for a shirley temple.good stuff (: and sheesha was good too!i tell you i love the deco there ok.i'm gonna go there more often now cos its just so bloody comfy.wanted to drop by coriander leaf to say hello to khai since she;s working today but considering tt i looked super casual and its a restaurant,i decided not to embarrass myself.got a scare last night.i thought i lost my ic,for 10 mins,until i searched my wallet properly and saw tt it was behind one of my cards.i have 3 dbs cards linked to one account.which is dumb considering tt i hardly have money in there.i am gonna leave 2 at hm.but i love my blue go! card and the orange debit card and the capitaland one too!haha gonna flip thru the cleo i bought just now after tutiton after this.den gg to sleep.piano at 1030 tmw.shopping with mom after tt.oh just chatted with fahimah.she kinda made me feel better abt gg to smu tho i didnt even mention to her tt sometimes i feel tt pple think i'm gg to a dumpster uni.sniff.i'll make the best out of my campus life there.hell,its so close to clarke quay i'd prob have fun there,so long as its before the curfew thank you (:i hope my parents wont be so strict wen i go uni.i'd like more freedom,and with faisal ard i'm sure he'll make sure i wont expolit it.cant wait to see him next week!he better not be sick again!ok eyes are tired after all tt smoke from the sheesha.(:goodnight!p.s. i wonder who actually bothers to read this sia.haha.
9:06 AM
Friday, July 14, 2006
so i've been so busy and tired.and by the looks of it i will continue to be busy until school starts.first thing's first,i'm only blogging cos instead of napping,i am attempting to wake myself up so tt i can sit infront of the piano for 3 solid hours and prac.i am gonna fail my exam next week its inevitable.dammit.ok so i went to smu yesterday.sad sia i went alone!but it was ok.i am soo happy tt my photo for the smu card came out nice la!the senior was cool.he said i could take another one if i'm not happy with mine since its gonna be on my ezlink too and its for 4 years!but it was ok la 'cept tt my head was senget a bit.haha.but i smiled (:signed up for accounting camp and xtremist camp(no not terrorist extremist.xtreme sports la!) i wanted to go for the sports camp cos competitive climbing falls under there BUT MY FRINGING PIANO EXAM HASS TO BE ON next fri doesnt it.the camp is thu-sat.and obviously thu i'm gonna sit at hm and practice cos i need it.signed up for the other compulsory camp and all too.oh and i chose to take my stats waiver test so tt i can get exemption from intro stats if i pass(its mcq la dey) but the topics are SCARY.all the yr 2 stats topics sia.gotta mug.den 2 seniors asked me to join the pagent and come down on sat for an audition blablabla.they were so persuasive i tell you i didnt wanna join but they were like coaxing me.its onlyf or 5 mins on sat so what the heck.i am ugly you blind bats.wake up!so today i woke up at 10 n left the hse at 11 to go to the bank at parkway to deposit money and to collect my student card from smu.and now i'm back hm.and feeling very tired(fyi i worked from 6.30-12.30 night on both wed and thu at the cafe,thus explaining why i'm feeling so tired now)2 weeks from now are all my camps and i will have to either leave in between them for a while or come late cos of driving.driving test 3 weeks time.stats test 4 weeks time.gosh.seems like my 8 month long hiatus from mugging is over.tuition tmw morning at 1130.vid's hse in the afternoon to see her stuffsbaybeats in the eveningand a whole lotta sleep for me at night.
12:08 AM
Sunday, July 09, 2006
hello.italy win to france in penalty shootout.zidane lost his temper den got drama.worth the staying up.den i had to check my phone ard 10 plus in the morning.faisal rants abt how he's confined this weekend.BAYBEATS HOW DEY!and i didnt spend time with him last weekend cos he was sick.so no seeing him this weekendi've gotta wait till 2 weeks time.oh god.ns is such a pain in the ass.
8:06 PM
Saturday, July 08, 2006
hello.i am having cramps.piano exam is in 12 days and i can hardly play.this is a confirm fail,again.like screw it man.i gave up working today(the crowd's much nicer on wed,thu and sundays at the cafe) in vain attempts to spend more time with faisal,but he's sick so doubt tt's gonna happen.i just ate an american cheesecake from mc cafe and i want another one.i feel like sleeping but i need to practice the piano.i need to change work time on wed cos i'm gg down to smu for matriculation ALONE.thank you i know no body gg there.this is an extremely messy post.goodbye.
10:57 PM
woah.i am veryveryvery exhausted today.worked like a dog on friday night.the crowd was mad and crazy la ok.my feet still hurt from walking back and forth with a tray filled with overpriced food.alas,did till closing,slept at 230am in vain attempts of waiting for my hair to dry,which didnt work cos i feel asleep before tt.woke up at fucking 9am cos i had to pass the torani syrups i ordered to some spree-ers.at least they had the decency to come here ok?but i was piss ass moody cos i hardly slept.tuition kept postponing.and i totally thought my dad or bro could send me to the other side of the world(read punggol) but NO.the car was at the mechanic so i had to take the fucking train.damn long la the ride.pls remind me to take a bus from pasir ris cos supposedly its much shorter.just a highway exit away.so after a whole heated exchange/aargument what have you,met up with prap and aqil.nice time out,but not so nice wen i didnt have time to drop by faisal's place to give him an oreo cheesecake he has been asking for since the afternoon.the poor boy was sick so he spent his whole day at hm.ayoh i tell you i felt so bad,but i guess things are ok now.apologised profusely cos i realised he was very bored at hm and no one was giving him attention.awww!hope he feels better so i can see him tmw.fuck la i wanna stay out and watch the world cup outside with plenty of people ok?yeah like tts gonna happen *snigger*oh well.sheesha was good while it lasted todaywanna go sleep.piano tmw.torturing my limbs day by day i tell you.ciaooo!
8:43 AM
Monday, July 03, 2006
hey.very backdated blog i know.sorry pple been busy.kinda angry earlier on in the evening today.cos i went down to raffles hospital for my checkup and had to come across a fucking attitude problem receptionist who told me so nonchantantly tt its always full like i'm supposed to know tt peak hr is 4 plus in the afternoon for my checkup and she told me to come back in the morning another day if i didnt wanna wait.well i could have if I DIDNT HAVE TO MEET A FUCKING IRRESPONSIBLE BUYER FROM SGSELLTRADE.fuck la.she confirmed a deal to buy a pair of levis from me 2 weeks ago.said she could only pay me in 2 weeks time which was last week.den finally did a meet up today.i fucking washed the jeans,put it and only it in the huge dryer meant for a washing machine load of clothes cos it wasnt dry by the time i wanted to leave and FUCKING IRONED IT FOR HER OK.den like fuck la.i met her up,she tried it den suddenly said oh it cant fit.she didnt even tell me in my face she smsed me after she tried it.so she came back to return the item.kaninacheebyyee la bitch.i went thru all the trouble after you confirmed the deal with you den now you tell me u dont wanna get it?bitch.was so angry abt tt.wrote her a long hate mail wen i got hm just now.i feel like leaving her a negative feedback COS SHE FUCKING DESERVES IT OK.fuckok den after tt was good.met up with khairiyah and went to almajlis to sheesha.havent really sat down and spoken to her since like fucking sec 4 so ya,was good catching up la!we just talked and talked and talked.shd meet up with her more often esp since she isnt feeling very ok right now.oh well.i shd slp early.meeting faisal after his riding test tmw to send him back to mangkok camp.den meeting si suan for lunch.den gotta be hm by evening cos its my dad's bday!and i wanna try and go for my fucking check up too la.see how it goes den.good night world.i am hungry but trying to ignore my rumbling and grumbling tummy.p.s. prapp!i think ur slping now.so u go tido u student.shall bother u during lectures and tutorials with my nonsense tmw morning.ciao!
9:31 AM